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Today Was Good. Work Was Bad. I Really Dont Like It. Friday Im Going Shopping With Kaylah!! :]And Im Hanging Out With JOEPOTENZA At Sometime This Week. But Today I Hung Out With Molly And Diana It Was Fun Dianas Man-Friend Doesnt Like Me Lol Hes Deff Going To Beat Me Up But I Gotta Go Ill Update More Later. First Entry In A Long Time.
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| Its Sadder Than The Saddest Movie I Ever Saw |
[07 May 2005|11:45am] |
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yesterday was cool i hung out with kids that i so totally did not expect myself to be hanging out with i was with Matt O Jon O Jon Springer Andrew L Joe Curley and Tania we just hung around joes at some pizza and went to matts house there we just hung around and talked and joked around...i liked it then i had to go home and today i think im hanging out with then again should be good so ill update more later.Love Patrick
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| Everytime i see your face i dont know what to say... |
[03 Apr 2005|02:13pm] |
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Yesterday was pretty good i woke up at like 10 and lied in my bed till about 11 listening to sad songs then i forced myself up to the computer for like 2 hours then i went to Home Depot with my parents then i came home and did some homework and went to johns and amber was there and then we dropped amber off and johns mom drove us to the Saving Alcatraz Record release show and it was a really good night i met a lot of nice people in bands and made some friends and had a good time but yea i had something in the back of my head and it was kinda making more upset as the night went on but over all it was a good night but idk today is boring and i am sad parents are mean and friends...i dont know things are weird and changing i dont know...Love Patrick.
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| This Is Eternal... |
[21 Mar 2005|09:27pm] |
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Today was alright i wasnt in the mood to do anything when i woke up so i wasnt too happy at school then i had track practice Jim is the captain and he is pretty cool and all the older kids seem pretty friendly so it should be a good time i then came home and ate pizza and did homework i tried to call tania but her phone is off =( i cant wait until thursday going to salem to walk around and watch the sun go down on the warf it should be amazing just two more school days and i got a nice long weekend of fun-ness to look forward to im in a weird mood as of now though ...same as yesterday ...wish i could talk to tania but ill do that tomorrow...talk to you later
Love, Patrick
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[16 Mar 2005|10:06pm] |
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Saosin-Seven Years/ Tania on the phone. |
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happy happy happy happy happy happy happy
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[08 Mar 2005|09:39am] |
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in the library with sean and thingsa are going all right things have been getting better latley, i went to a show on saturday i met ricky angelo and john and a bunch of other kids i also met darren from Anola's recoery and Casey from Annafair they are wicked cool i had a great time and now me and some kids from school are working with them stay behind and stereo records to set up a show it should be awesome ill tell you guys later about the details but yea relatioship wise things are confusing so idk ill talk about it later i guess love, Patrick
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From First To Last- Emily |
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well everythings back to normal...ill be okay soon so dont you worry everything's gonna be okay...oh god i miss you but things will get better...i hope...but please dont worry im going to be okay sarah ill be fine.
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| I Admit That I am Just A Fool For You. |
[27 Feb 2005|09:45am] |
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i dont know what to do anymore, it's all coming back to me, what do i have to believe in im so scared right now, i HOPE its just paranoia i dont know whats wrong with me, why is this happening im so gone right now...eM pleH esaelp.
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| "Is he uhh...a little fruity?" HAHAHA |
[24 Feb 2005|08:34pm] |
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today was pretty good i went to drama and hung around with those cool kids me and brett played with the goo be gone which worked AMAZINGLY lol and me brett lily and katie went to lunch at mcdonalds which was a good time with the lady talking to the trash can and brett screaming out the window at the people that cant drive and how katie DOES NOT have road rage lol then me and spazz made fun the the small town bruce springsteen song stuck in my head...then SARAH came <3 <3 <3 <3 but i had to continue doing stage things and i cut my hand on a spray paint can cap and bled profusely for like 10 minutes lol then i went to ashleys and such and i came home and just hung around i cant wait to go to sarahs tomorrow!! =D <3 i love you.
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| Everybody Look at whats going down! |
[24 Feb 2005|08:31am] |
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yesterday was good. i went to drama at 9 30 much like i iwll be doing today and i met some new people Bret he is a cool kid who cant lift heavy objects much like myself lol this kid Joe this girl Emily uhhhh sarahs sister Katie Lily and probably more but thats all i got right now and we did that then me and sean stayed to watch the crews practice then me him sarah and a few seniors went to Jenns house to eat FIJITAS!! lol then after most everyone left Me Sean Dj Jenn and Jess went bowling around 9 and that was a good time so yesterday was a good day lol.
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| Thunder Storms Could Never Stop Me... |
[21 Feb 2005|10:33am] |
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today is ugh...snowing...cloudy...and bleh i wanna see Sarah, she makes me happy but that is not an option so =( idk im supposed to go to the mall with sean which should be good. im probably going to get the new Armor for sleep cd which is good and tomorrow im probably going to johns with rob to watch 24 season 1 and Donnie Darko and what not. ugh im not in a good mood. im gonna call you sarah when i get home later on tonight.
<3 i love you.
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| The Hurt Inside Is Fading. |
[20 Feb 2005|09:16pm] |
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today was alright i hung out with my family i saw Million Dollar Baby and got pizza hut and went to my grand parents and came home and talked to sarah sean and mike and thats about it for today and yup im still sick yet feeling somewhat better. =D.
I Love You.
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| I Need To Feel The Sickness In You. |
[20 Feb 2005|09:52am] |
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yesterday was rather good except for the fact that Sarah is on crutches so i didnt get to see her which was not good not good at all. so i ended up going to johns house with dan we attempted to practice but then i voted we should have a break and i got beat up but its ok then Amber showed up it was nice to meet her she was quite nice then rob mecurio should up because he's a cool kid so then i played john in Raw 2 on x box and i was chris jericho because he's sexy rob lol i lost then rob played john and they beat up the referee it was quite amusing then rob john and dan played Halo 2 and me and amber did myspace stuff she got mad because me john and rob made fun of the nipple ring kid lol then we just hung around and me dan and rob played espn football 2k5 then we ate ribs lol then we put on Grind and talked about this summer and how it shall rule oh yea we went to the ship and played on the ice and it was a great time...but i missed sarah=/ i cant wait till im not sick and her knee is better!! =D
I Love You.
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| If i wake before i die, please kill me with your smile. |
[18 Feb 2005|09:14pm] |
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Today was good went to school and that was okay i came home and waited and went to johns and we watched some on-demand music videos they were very deep and meaningful lol then i walked home and met emily and we took the bus to the mall and hung out she bought me Catch 22-Dinosaur Sounds for my birthday thats not for a while lol and i bought Love Metal by H.I.M which im listening to right now its rather good we made friends with some wigger kids that were older but they were wicked funny when ever goth kids walked by they screamed help and stuff and they started a fight with some kids funny shit right there then me and emily caught the bus back and now im here so yup oh yea im talking to megan too! shes a cool kid well you im out.
I Love You<3
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| Trust in me, and fall as well |
[17 Feb 2005|09:14pm] |
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Today was pretty good i had lunch with sarah today so naturally i was happy <3 then after school sean and i watched some of the drama then we went out into the foyer to find.....Sawchuck and Rabie hanging out so we hung out with them for quite a while "re-decorated" the foyer with the cones which was hillarious when drama went on the dinner break and was like what the fuck it was pricless then Sawchuck left we hung out with rabie a little while longer but then we went into drama then sarah got to come hangout with us for a little while but she was going to the mall with some kids to get food and i had to leave soon so sean and i went to jens and hung out till about 7 when i got picked up and i came home and now its about now so yea im okay a little frustrated with the fact that i cannot write and it blows but im out i love you all, PAtrick.
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today was another good day except for some parts but overall it was good i stayed for drama it was pretty cool i met Nick(Sophmore) and Chris(Senior) wicked cool kids we hung out then they left and me and sean went and watched some of godspell looks pretty good Sarah is in it!! lol then i got picked up and did nothing when i got home but still im a cool kid. love patrick
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[15 Feb 2005|10:05pm] |
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happy again today was great!! yay yet again sarah is lovley!! <3 <3
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| oh baby you are my everything. |
[14 Feb 2005|07:26pm] |
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today was amazing...truly wonderful...i have never felt this happy its like everything bad that has happened is gone...Sarah you make me so happy...you are amazing...baby, you are my everything...you make everything bad just fade away you my lovley are amazing its like my life is turning around everything is different and amazing im connectin with old friends...im in a band and im just doing great me being the paranoid kid i am i wondered for a while if i was just setting myself up for an insane amount of pain but i really truley believe this will work out...=D sarah you have made this the happiest day of my life!
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everything is good pat is super happy weekend was ok but ill update more later
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